Ok, feels like it's time to talk a bit about what's going on and what I have planned for the future.
First of all, I've been struggling with depression again for the last few weeks. It's not so much that I'm sad, or that I want to die or anything, it's just a constant emptiness. I'm tired all the time, and yet I don't want to sleep. I either don't want to eat at all, or I want to eat everything. And while I feel relatively productive, I feel extremely asocial and easily annoyed. But I'm keeping my head above the water, so I'm not drowning yet, just exhausting myself by trying to swim.
On a more positive note, I have a few happy things to announce.
First of all, my little rat Luna is pregnant and we're waiting for the little pups to arrive
I'll be keeping 2 females from the litter, but I'm planning to let those be my last rats for now, and instead focus on other pets.
I'm also hoping to be able to move out in the near future, so that should make for a lot of positive change. I will hopefully be able to move out together with a good friend, and this will allow me to finally fulfill a long time dream; to get my own dog.
I'm set on getting myself a newfoundland, which I believe to be the perfect dog for me. I think a dog is exactly what I need to feel better. I love my rats and my cat, but they're not exactly the best for therapy
Now I just need to sort my life out, and maybe I'll be able move forward in a good direction. Wish me luck!
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For prices, just contact me with some basic info on what you want and how much you are looking to spend on it, and we can make a deal that works for us both!
I'm willing to draw pretty much whatever, but not robots, cars or other machinery! I can't do that! But humans, animals, fantasy creatures, even anthros if you'd like. Then of course, I don't draw the usual no-no stuff like anything racist/homophobic/hateful bullshit, extreme porn (nudity and erotic themes are fine though), etc.